Something Casual, Maybe

So it’s been a little over 3 months since I’ve last been fucked.  And right about now, I’m wondering if I’m ever going to get fucked again.  But not really. 

It’s become an addiction for me, looking at Craigslist’s Casual Encounters.  And I’m beginning to wonder if maybe I should either post an ad or reply to one?!   Right around this time of the month, the urge to fuck is great… And since I’m nearing my sexual peak, well it’s kinda hard to hold out for “something more.”   

Maybe I’m not meant for something more.  Maybe I’m just meant to suck and fuck as many men who want me?!  I don’t know.  Because it seems like, even from those guys who say they want something more, fucking on the first date is what’s on their agenda.  I could have been laid quite a few times by now if I wasn’t so stubborn!

You know. . . Maybe if I stopped torturing myself w/ those ads and reading other peoples’ sex blogs, I wouldn’t be in this situation?!